I became an Aunt... Bella Grace is born

-I became an aunt this week!! Bella Grace Rigby, I love you so much already 💗 -Invited these 3 brothers to be baptized after they came to church and had one lesson with them 👀 -Faith to drop and faith to find is so real. Made lots of new friends this week -A member says I look like a doll and after I helped wash her dishes, she made me sit on her lap so she could give me a shoulder massage. Weirdest moment ever -Member yesterday we got fed BURGERS!!! I have never been so happy not to eat rice and beans for once in my life. Happy late mother's day to my mom, grandmas, and aunts! Love you! Read Mosiah 26 and think about how you can be better at following Jesus christ and how you can better serve others 🫶










April Journal Entries

4/16/24
I don’t even know what to say anymore. Today was long. Had its highs and lows. We had our last zone and district council before transfers of Friday. And I can’t tell if it went by super-fast or slow. I definitely have grown to love this zone, and I am interested to see what happens next. My comp was grouchy today and dang she has gotten to be one of the grouchiest people I know. It’s like if she isn’t happy and things aren’t her way then no one can by happy. So kinda like me in the past but like 10x worse. I decided I would just stop talking and quit trying to make things seem better. But we had lunch with the hermanas in our zone, so that was good. Then we had a lesson with christian which was good, but he definetley was trying to hide a box of cigars from us. Then we just did lots of contacting and went to the park. I honestly wish we could just work all day. It is so slow sometimes here with hermana pacheco. And I guess it is just a culture type. I am tired of not sleeping well, and I am tired of my comp, I am tiered of so many things. I wish I could find more rest. Maybe i am so stubburn that I can’t see what heavenly father is trying to teach me. I am not really sure. Tonight we had a zone testimony meeting though which was amazing. So many good things were said. I love my zone so much, and I am grateful for all of them. I am definetley still here becuase of the them. All I want to do is work hard and love god. 


4/17/24
Dang today was so long. I thought today was going to be a good day, and i told myself I wasn’t going to cry, but I cried. During vision series they brought up kid in our mission who’s mom passed away while he was here, and that just took me off the rails big time. I literally am just exausted in all aspects of life rn, I don’t know how much more I can take. Hermana Pacheco had some friends come take us to lunch, so that was so nice, but it made me so sad. I want to go home. We met quite a few new friends today and talked to a lot of people. And then we had dinner with Hermana Montes which was so fun! She makses the best food. And after we rode to the church on our bikes with the elders which was a cute moment hahah. And then we had a visist with the cutest family in the ward. They are the sweetest, I wish I could communicate better with them.

4/19/2024
It is Friday morning, and I quite don’t want to get to exercising yet. It is hard to keep the motivation in the mornings to get going and excersisng. Usually, I’ll clean the house in the morning while they all slowly get up. I can’t believe I have been here for 6 weels. Yesterday I met with Jen the counselor. And it helped a little bit. She definitely says I have separation anxiety and anxiety. I bawled my eyes out the whole hour hahah. Afterwards I talked with president for a little bit and gave him a rice crispie from 2nd east! They all say they are proud that I am still here. I am going to meet with Jen once a week. She is going to get to know me better and then decide if I need to take a pill of some kind. Last night I slept ok, not the greatest though. I honestly don’t know how I am still functioning because I definitely don’t get a enough sleep at night. But yesterday we talked to some good people! It was fun. We taught a lot of lessons! I got a long better with my companion too, so that is good. Also, Hermana G is getting transfered and Hermana Dooney is moving in this pad to replace her! I am so excited becuase I love hermana dooney, she has more of a familiar face, if that makes sense. Just one day at a time. 

4/20/2024
Quite possibly the longest day of my life. I don’t know why. BUT IT WAS LONG. I haven’t slept really this whole week. My hair is also falling out and my period still hasn’t started (it is now like two weeks late…tmi sorry). I don’t know what is happening to me. All of our lessons literally fell through today, and we didn’t even talk to that many people today. I also could not speak Spanish today. But it is all fine. I don’t know what to do anymore. We talked to a crazy lady today though, she basically was saying she wants her husband to marry someone else to make him happy. And we weekly planned in like 15 minutes. We got Starbucks today so that was fun. And tomorrow we get to go to the temple with a friend. I don’t know what happened yesterday really either. But now that Hermana G is gone, the house is so much cleaner hahah so that is so nice! Oh last night though we ate dinner at 7 and then at 7:45 we got a call from a member asking us where we were. So we ate two dinners last night and it was so much food I thought I was going to explode. And now our zone has like 30 missionaries and it is gonna be a party!! It is a very big number of people for our tiny zone. Don’t have anything else to say today but yeahhhhh…

4/21/2024
Took our friend delfino to the temple today. He is so funny. He drove us there with his sister who is a member and let's just say he is a very speedy driver. Had 2 meals today also. They say I'm too skinny and I need to eat more…I didn’t like them saying that cause I feel like I'm getting fat. I'm at a point where I am just pretty much sad all the time and I can't seem to get out of it. Hopefully I can sleep tonight 

April 22, 2024

-hit 3 months today. Tbh the longest three months of my life 

-transfer 2 has started! 

-went to the temple with our friend delfino on Sunday, told him he can be ready for baptism on may 12th...we'll see if he can keep his commitments 


Love yall
Hermana Rigby













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